Ah man, I'm so depressed recently. My dad is sick and the doctors can't figure out why. I have to ride a bus to a daycare to help and the kids on that bus almost made me commit sucide when I was younger. I'm madly in love with this one boy named Connor, he's really nice, but not ready to date. He rejected me and everytime I hear songs like. "I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing" by Areosmith, I burst out crying and sob for a long time. Man... Life really bites right now.